Beth, you have seen more than most have seen, done more than most have done. @19 years old. You have traveled to many countries and learned many things. You have seen more of the United States than Most. And Met MANY wonderful people who gave you encouragement. You made it happen, you pushed and tugged all the way, through good and bad and whatever happened you still stood up with more determination each time. This is just a bump in the road. A more scenic path, while you heal. You have more fire in you, and the desire to persevere in what ever you choose to do with your life. You are young you have your entire life yet in front of you. Don't be down on your self. Look at what you have accomplished. Be Proud. AND GO GET THAT COACHING CERTIFICATE/LICENCE AND COME BACK TO KANSAS AND TEACH THESE GIRLS ALL THAT YOU KNOW!!!