Maybe this will make you feel a little better. When we were between the ages of 5 and 12 we were innocent and saw the good in people. I'll bet most of the 5-12 year old kids today still see wrestling as a big family. Unfortunately as adults we see the bad also and usually focus on it instead of the good. Also with the internet things that once were talked about among a few for a little while, are now discussed about by everyone for way too long. The sport hasn't changed that much, just our perception of it.