Denial? You need to quit trying to crucify Monkey! He's got issues with his thyroid I'll give you that but your making monkey out to be a full blown Meth Head! Luellen, have you ever heard of dedication? honing your craft? I know this is a wrestling website, but man, it takes work to become a world class geetarist. As Booker T once said, "don't hate the player, hate the game".