I would much rather be who I am than be you. Even if you won state with an undefeated record four times (yeah right) and I lost every single JV match I wrestled. What you confused with jealousy is actually just shock at your trash talking on a day which you lost by 11 to a person you claimed that you could beat.

P.S. I savored every moment of your @$$ beating at the hands of Madden