One last thought, Nigel, I like your statement"I strive to become better each time I am out there"" that is a great attitude, and I applaud you.
Vince lombardi said""Winning isnt everything, but striving to win is"" the same goes for everyday life,striving to do your best r improve and grow, is what it is all about.
Good day
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